Purging!

Is very very not cool! I haven't done it in a while.... But tonight iv had a piece of toast with peanut butter, iv eaten fairly well so thought I cud have it, but I feel like a dog now. What the fuck was I thinking, Iv failed, I'm not gona get thin like this! I don't wana purge... It's one of those things that once I start I keep doin it...but I can feel it in my belly., making me fat. Arrgghhh why did I eat it....fat greedy bitch!

Tomorrow must be better!!